Full

I can't see nothing in the distance,
Cold punches of the wind presses my brain,
Fogg blocks my vision,
But I see her,
My eye sights not 20/20,
I can barely see the road,
Is love in the same bed where she lies?
This pain I despise,
But its love I'm desperate to find,
But what is love;
Is it having a voracious appetite for another soul?
Or is it the deepest passion of two souls?
Is love real? Is it cliche?
Am I 22 and still too young for love?
I let go of the hurt done to my heart peirced by nothingless females,
I've apologized for the hurt I passed out to women like flyers,
This excruciating pain is pounding so deep with in,
I have questions,
I want answers
I have moments where I feel abandoned,
I feel alone and I have no one,
I have liven without love,
I've been empty without love,
So if this isn't love why do I feel so full?
Can't eat...
Can't sleep...
Can't think of no one but you...
So if its not love I'm feeling,
Then why do I act like this?

A Womans Pain

A Womans Pain
Love comes form the heavens where she sees the rainbows start
pain start from that space him in her heart
always thought he would stay never thought he would part
never thought he would stray from love so for apart
love is like a rivers current it has a strong flow
thought her love was too strong the way he let go
when their love was together it gave an everlasting glow
now comes darkness makes him treat her like a foe
felt like a bullet peircing right throught her side
never thought bout living without him thought she would die
contemplating on the things he told her realizing they were lies
always said if he was to leave her life she doesn't think she'll survive
tried moving on but the pain never goes away
her broken heart is never mended and his words never stray
now knowing that a broken heart are the consequenses that everyone has to pay,
and now trying to life without him day after day
she leaves every new guy thinking that they all are the same
thinking that just because their not him their all about games
wondering why after two years shes still deeply in pain
it's because she doesn't realize that no two men are the same
she's thinking this because she's feeling a womans pain.

A Mans Pain

A Man's Pain
(It finally comes out)

After she left, his heart she broke it
she left him with nothing in his home even his heart was taken
him as a male trying to hold back his feelings
trying to move on with his life while times still ticking,
next night he goes out on the town with the guys
he stops and look up only to see an image of her face in the skys
wishing to get that chance to gaze back in her eyes
wants to know where he went wrong never cheated and he threw away all his lies,
his pride holds back his feelongs totally unlike a woman
can't sleep at nite nor eat knowing that without her in his life he couldn't walk without stumblin'
pain gets worse when he realizes there's no more of her lovin'
he lays up missing the warmth of her love and everytime she would hug him,
he's thinking about why he's going through so much pain
cries when the skies do, meaning when the skies start to rain
wondering if she is somewhere thinking of him the same
then wiping the tears from his eyes knowing he's not the one to blame,
sitting around the house trying to find a clue
of why he's still moaping and feelong so blue
she left over some bullshit its me not you
now knowing why men find hate's for love to be true.